Tuesday, April 13, 2010

aDjusT DiRi DgN StAtuS BaRu..


status baru?
milik org? in a relationship? married? single?
satu benda yg ketara change bile status kite bertukar is FREEDOM
Recently status kite yg single selame 2 tahun telah bertukar kepada in a relationship..
utk kwn2 kite..mostly their reaction would be "Finally!"
siot je kan?
well yeah..finally..ade la seorg teruna yg sudi menyayangi kite ni..
i'm very thankful for that actually..i really do..
die suke buat kite happy.. die slalu tunjuk die syg kt kite..
felt like i'm floating in the air~

tapi..
biase la geng..bile da lame single ni we will have difficulties to adjust ourselves dgn new environment..
being single for quite a long time actually...
dah menyebabkan kite ni selesa dgn kawan2 yg ramai dan berlambak2..
mane taknye..dulu dkt friends la tempat kite nk bermanja..
nk be happy with and so on..
tp bile da ade bf ni perlu ke kite shift everything to our baby love instantly?
kalau bg kawan2 kite mesti diorg kate mcm kacang lupekan kulit..
utk my muffin pulak die akan fikir that i dun respect him as my special one..
is this means my freedom has been taken away?
can i spend time with friends like i used to?
mcm mane la kite nk bagi muffin kite paham?



muffin kite slalu makan hati ngan kite sbb kite suke kluar dgn kawan2..
mane taknye..my baby love skarang jauh from me..
mcm mane kite nk spend time ngan die?
padahal kite nk gile2 spend time ngan die...
kite tak paham kenape muffin nk kene marah n sakit hati bile kite kluar ngan kwn2 kite..
they are just friends..good friends of mine..
takkan la kite nk lupekan kwn2 kite yg always by my side?
just because of muffin??
kite da la nk gerak away from JB for good..
obviously kite nk spend time dgn friends as frequent as possible..
ye la pasni kite taktau bile kite nk jumpe diorg kan?
bile lagi kite nk jumpe anan..ijat..kak ira..and the rest of AMPM peeps yg rapat ngan kite?


kite sedey bile my muffin tak faham..
this new role of mine is still in the beginner stage..
kite baru nk adjust diri kite to fit in this new role..
kite pray n hope sgt my muffin understand me..
muffin ku..please..understand my situation..

9 comments:

Azuan Shahri said...

Tahniah utk status bru anda..Ape pun take it easy..Kna La bese bese kan diri..Bcinta biar 1 kwn biar berjuta..

iLiK.eteRNitY said...

thanx azuan..maklum la..aku tak biase dgn bercinta2 ni :P

Eima Jer said...

mcm mane la kite nk bagi muffin kite paham?


p/s: comelnya panggil muffin!! teruja sat!!!


tahniah my darl..

iLiK.eteRNitY said...

hehe.. tu la eima..bagaimane la kite nk bg muffin2 kite ni faham? masalah jiwa btol :P

sheyna said...

yang... let ur muffin knows if he wants to get to know you, he has to get to know ur friends too. ur not his forever ever after - not yet. so you have the right to be wit ur friends. bukannye selalu kite hang out wit friends right?

p/s: dont worry. i've been in ur situation and still coping with it ;(

iLiK.eteRNitY said...

thanx sheyna.. i will never ever neglect my friends.. ;)

iLiK.eteRNitY said...

ler..kak sheena rupenye..anyway thanx kak sheena..i wont ever neglect my frens..

aLeAa said...

hi ili ;D
dis post is awesome...best wishes for u ^-*

iLiK.eteRNitY said...

thanx alea.. :)