AmiR MaNSoR a.K.a My MuFFiN~

hari ni kite nk introduce muffin kite to all the bloggers out there...
his name is amir mansor..i like to refer him as my MUFFIN..
although sebenarnye die taktau pon kite panggil die muffin..
but kite sgt suke die sbb die sweet mcm muffin..



as u guys read from my previous entry..
i've mentioned kan how being in a relationship with my previous exes were an eye opener for me..
everytime any guys try to approach me..
kite jadik takut and terus say no without even trying pon..
da 2 tahun kite mcm ni..huhuhu..
dun blame me!
i'm traumatized basically!
but being with muffin...
everything went easy...
he's not like any ordinary guys that i've met before (so far)
die tak penah lg hurt me..
tak penah merajuk beruk mak ye mcm kite ^_^
and the best part is muffin sgt suke manjekan kite..

wut i had with muffin mmg i dah lame tak rase..
being with muffin made me realized how jerks were my exes..
sbb ape je yg muffin da buat for me skarang tak penah pon my exes buat dulu..
no doubt la there are a few things muffin and kite need to adjust ourselves
but then we r getting there la basically..
there are some difficulties..
sumtimes when muffin says 'no' or 'jgn'
kite jd rebelious la!
kite rase mcm who r u to control me..
tp lepas kite da kene 'basuh' dgn WANI, YANA, WANDA, G ARE, PUT N EIMA..
baru kite realize yg ape yg muffin buat is actually the right way..
rase mcm nk nangis pon ade sbb muffin sgt sabar layan kite...
he shows how much i mean to him..
kite rase bersalah bile kite ade buat salah kt die..
(actually while writing this my muffin tgh merajuk :P)
we often miss each other sbb jarang dpt jumpe dgn die busy dgn classes and me here tanam anggur.. :P

muffin sayang..
i sayang u gile2~!!!!

aDjusT DiRi DgN StAtuS BaRu..

status baru?
milik org? in a relationship? married? single?
satu benda yg ketara change bile status kite bertukar is FREEDOM
Recently status kite yg single selame 2 tahun telah bertukar kepada in a relationship..
utk kwn2 kite..mostly their reaction would be "Finally!"
siot je kan?
well yeah..finally..ade la seorg teruna yg sudi menyayangi kite ni..
i'm very thankful for that actually..i really do..
die suke buat kite happy.. die slalu tunjuk die syg kt kite..
felt like i'm floating in the air~

tapi..
biase la geng..bile da lame single ni we will have difficulties to adjust ourselves dgn new environment..
being single for quite a long time actually...
dah menyebabkan kite ni selesa dgn kawan2 yg ramai dan berlambak2..
mane taknye..dulu dkt friends la tempat kite nk bermanja..
nk be happy with and so on..
tp bile da ade bf ni perlu ke kite shift everything to our baby love instantly?
kalau bg kawan2 kite mesti diorg kate mcm kacang lupekan kulit..
utk my muffin pulak die akan fikir that i dun respect him as my special one..
is this means my freedom has been taken away?
can i spend time with friends like i used to?
mcm mane la kite nk bagi muffin kite paham?



muffin kite slalu makan hati ngan kite sbb kite suke kluar dgn kawan2..
mane taknye..my baby love skarang jauh from me..
mcm mane kite nk spend time ngan die?
padahal kite nk gile2 spend time ngan die...
kite tak paham kenape muffin nk kene marah n sakit hati bile kite kluar ngan kwn2 kite..
they are just friends..good friends of mine..
takkan la kite nk lupekan kwn2 kite yg always by my side?
just because of muffin??
kite da la nk gerak away from JB for good..
obviously kite nk spend time dgn friends as frequent as possible..
ye la pasni kite taktau bile kite nk jumpe diorg kan?
bile lagi kite nk jumpe anan..ijat..kak ira..and the rest of AMPM peeps yg rapat ngan kite?


kite sedey bile my muffin tak faham..
this new role of mine is still in the beginner stage..
kite baru nk adjust diri kite to fit in this new role..
kite pray n hope sgt my muffin understand me..
muffin ku..please..understand my situation..

Mereka yg PerNah SinggaH dlm HaTiku... Part 2

Hey all~~

eceh!! mcm byk peminat jek!
ahahahaha (perasan! ;P)
ok2..hari ni kite nk cite pasal another person yg pernah singgah dlm hati kite..
his name is Muadz~

Muadz...
the first time i met muadz was like almost 10 years ago
my first impression kt die was eee comelnye!!
nak tau sbb pe??
haaa..tgk la die


hikhikhik!!
comelkan??
kitorg start kwn2 sume but the first few years was like "hye muadz..bye muadz" je
then as time goes by we became really2 close..
mase tu die baru jek break ngan his gf..
die slalu la dtg lepak ngan kite..
lame2 kitorg rase best je bile ade ngan each other..
we felt the chemistry was quite strong..
we even have songs dedicated to each other..
paling kite tokle lupe lagu "verve pipe - freshment"
huhu~

well.. wut we had was very2 special..
tp biase la sbb muadz ni sgt comel..so ramai la bitch2 yg dengki dgn our bond..
and they start to create stories yg nk melaga2kan kite n muadz..
and the sad part was muadz somehow believed them..
sedey gile kite...
tp kite takkan lupe how great it was to have muadz by my side..
we were always laughing and always making each others' day better..
everyday i miss having all the fun with him..
thank god la skarang ni me n muadz still in a good pace
eventho die da ade gf skarang..
huhuhu

anyway..
to muadz..u r such a great person..
someone yg change how i believe in someways..
luv u babe! and been missing you everyday ;)

Mereka yg PerNah SinggaH dlm HaTiku... Part 1

eDDiE



hmmmm..if u guys tanye my frens..
confirm diorg da muak nk muntah dgr pasal eddie ni
rase mcm kite kene mkn nasik kangkang jek dgn eddie ni..
tp he is one fella yang kite tokle lupe for couple of years jugak..
mmg seksa gile nk get rid of him...
i dunno la..nk kate die treat me best..takde la best sgt..
tp the impact dat he gave me to tuhan jek yg tau mcm mane kuatnye..
kite kenal eddie ni da lame da..mase tu kite form 4...
abg angkat kite..zaim (i luv u!) kwn baik die..they used to study together..
dulu..eddie ni tak byk ckp..mkn satu meja pon tak penah borak..
after couple of years..abg ku zaim tanye la kt kite:-

zaim: ey u! ade kwn i nk kenal ngan u..u nak tak?
iLiK: huh?? sape?
zaim: eddie..u ingat tak die?
iLiK: eddie? ape plak tak kenal! kan da kenal daa

cite sket2 da la..so from there abg kite sorg ni bg la my number sume..
then me n eddie start borak kt ym..
lame jugak la..plan nk jumpe tak dpt jumpe2 lg..
sampai la satu mase tu..masing2 free n decide nk jumpe..
obviously i wont go alone..so kite ajak la mimi and zaim skali..
before pegi tu..kite decide nk pakai t-shirt polo warna putih..
mimi kate burok! die suro tuka..so kite pon tuka.. (mesti korg tanye motif ape cite pasal pakai baju polo?..sabo2..ade relevannye..)
kitorg plan nk jumpe kt asia cafe kt subang nk men pool..
mase tu kitorg sampai dulu..eddie sampai lambat..
tibe2..eddie pon muncul...
and guess what?!
die pakai baju polo yang kite tak jadik nk pakai tu!
same colour plak tu!! design pon same gak!!
haishhhh!!!
mase 1st time kite nampak eddie balik..kite terus suke kt die..
bak kate org putih..love at 1st sight laa..
pas da men pool mkn2 sume..kitorg pon balik..
kite tak stop pk pasal eddie k!!!

so sbb kite ni da kire angau la gak..
kite pon rajin2kan diri contact die..
and he gave a positive respond..kite pon happy la! (ade chan ni!) ;P
da lame2 tu..kitorg pon berscandal2..
kite da start syg gile kt die sume..
muke kite berseri2 je mase tuh..
kite suke sgt cara eddie treat kite..
sgt gentlemen..tak suke tgk kite susah..
pendek kate kite happy laa..

tp tetibe dlm bulan may 2008..
eddie tetibe da lain.. die da jarang call kite..
msg pon jawab mcm nk tanak je..
kite seriously xtau nape..
pastu die confront..die kate die tokle ngan kite..
sedey gile die ckp mcm tuh T_T
tp kite try amik hati die balik sume..
and finally he came back to his senses..
but..not for long...
august 2008 is the end of our story..
mase tu dunia kite rase nk runtuh jek.. tgk la muke kite mase ni

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sedey kan?
mase kite ngan eddie muke kite mcm ni...

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beza kan?
lame gak la kite rase seksa..
sbb eddie tinggalkan kite mcm tu jek..
i've always blame myself..mcm2 kite pk mase tu..
tp alhamdulillah la..gud news keep coming to me now..
i'm way much more better than i was before..
being with eddie is an eye opener la for me..
start from eddie la i dun really believe in relationships..
pape pon..kite hope eddie happy la dgn life die..
pasni kite tanak sape2 amik kesempatan kt kite lg..
kesian kt kite.. kite da x sanggup kene..
huhuhu...